I had a weird dream of you just now, but at least you talked to me. I miss you. Watched some shows just now, and those motherly figures reminded me of you. I guess I was a big idiot to not cherish you.
Shes not at home today, however her presence now will not make any difference cause I promised not to burden her anymore. As for him, hes been away for quite a while now. Im looking forward to the 5th cause he' ll be home. I just hope the house wont feel so empty anymore.
School's starting in 2 days. What have I done for the past one month? Nothing. So much so for being hardworking. I bet shes either fuming up there or being terribly upset at me. I guess it must be that monthly thing that is making me feel like that again.